selalunya, saya memang tak berazam. i mean, dalam konteks tahun baru lah. bukan lah nak kata, hidup saya sentiasa tak berazam. i mean, i HAVE achieved a lot. which shows that i DO have dreams and aspirations.
tapi, tahun 2010 ni, satu je azam saya. nak habiskan hutang. from ALL my previous mistakes. and not be too trusting. which was why i got into this mess in the first place. (mess=hutang).
and i've got firm, solid plans. not like 2009. when i got lazy. i got distracted. i gave up.
BUT!
you never know what's coming for you. despite all my losses, my failures, my sadness, something wonderful came into my life. and it was a really really nice surprise. it was a turn of event, that i will never, ever forget, no matter what happens in 2010.
people will say what they want to say. people will think what they want to think. you can't stop them. so you just keep quiet. you let them be. you move on with your life, believing that the ones who love you, are the ones who matter the most, that humility can surprisingly bring you far, and that having faith will not only keep you sane, but keeps you going.
so, let's start moving baby!
2010, HERE WE COME!!!!!!
